Growsome Lyrics[Verse 1]
All is won to lose again
Gaining strength to use all up
Winning battles to lose the war
I can't smile falsely anymore
Pretending life is full and dear
Born of safety, death I fear
Fear to breathe to be myself
[Chorus]
Why can't I stop this lie?
Why can't I thought I try?
Tell me why, I tell lies
Why can't I grow some heavy balls?
[Verse 2]
Enraged, I lay myself
Down to her to do her will
I grind my teeth, I ask myself
Where's the life, the love, the thrill?
You suck the blood right out of me
This isn't how it's mеant to be
A shadow of the man I dreamt
My livеlihood has all been spent
[Chorus]
Why can't I stop this lie?
Why can't I thought I try?
Tell me why, I tell lies
Why can't I grow some heavy balls?
[Bridge]
Boredom weighs on empty days
Anger kills the waning will
Anguish hangs like pointed fangs
Grow them, grow them
Grow them, grow them
Grow them
[Verse 3]
Not long now before I go
Into the dark infinite
Don't want to kill myself no more
I'm useless, weak, a fucking whore
Alky fuck, dependent mess
I should be shot, I should have less
Last chance now to be a man
So watch me grow some heavy balls
[Chorus]
Suck on mine, suck on mine
Suck on mine, suck 'em dry
Suck on mine, suck on mine
Suck on my massive fucking balls
[Outro]
Boredom weighs, empty days
Anger kills weaning will
Anguish hangs pointed fangs
Fate is touched, twisting guts
Grow them big
Not long now 'fore I go
Into the infinite
Can't kill myself no more
Useless weak fucking whore
Suck on my, suck on my
Suck on my, suck on my
Suck on my, suck on my
Suck on my, suck on my
Suck on my, suck on my
Suck on my, suck on my
Boredom weighs, empty days
Anger kills weaning will
Anguish hangs pointed fangs
Fate is touched, twisting guts
Grow them big
Not long now 'fore I go
Into the infinite
Can't kill myself no more
Useless weak fucking whore
Suck on my, suck on my
Suck on my, suck on my
Suck on my, suck on my
Suck on my, suck on my
Suck on my, suck on my
Suck on my, suck on my
Suck 'em dry
