I sit in this cube
I will never be, painted white
All that I can see, strapped so tight
They won't let me free
Maybe God still believes in me
Maybe God turned away from me
I laugh, I don't think anyone can hear
All my thoughts seem to disappear
I'm filling oceans from all these tears
Anxiety quickly turns to fear
My scattered thoughts whisper in my ear
(chorus)
Next life I hope that I'm born with a better disease
Next life I pray that I die with my mind at ease
Next life I hope that I'm seen as a freak by the freaks
Next life, next life I wait for it, just wait for it
I need food, they give me pills that I can't digest
They make me think that I'm someone else
Makes my heart beat through my chest
I close my eyes cause I need more rest
I fall asleep wishing I was dead
So tired, I dream of love every single day
Maybe if I tried, I could fly away
Maybe if I tried, I could fly away
(chorus)
Next life I hope that I'm born with a better disease
Next life I pray that I die with my mind at ease
Next life I hope that I'm seen as a freak by the freaks
Next life, next life I wait for it, just wait for it
(solo)
(chorus)
Next life I hope that I'm born with a better disease
Next life I pray that I die with my mind at ease
Next life I hope that I'm seen as a freak by the freaks
Next life, next life I wait for it, just wait for it
