Rejected like the falling angel
Cast out from this life
I am a victim of my desires
A monument of my pain
An empty shell devoid of emotions
In ivory black I am painted dead
Enthralled by beauty
Yearning for bliss
Oh I sacrificed myself
To fulfill my dreams
I saw sun
And I felt it's warmth
And I reached out my hand
To love and life
Embraced by melancholic euphony
I knew
I was at the mercy of the parasites
Like fallen fruit
To be drained from life
And I cried
In the midst
Of my
Ebony meadows
I was dancing with the dead
I was lost
In a strain of silence
I was one with emptiness
At the shore of the black sea
Where the birds are silent
I cursed her name
I saw the death of the sun
I tasted the tears
Of heaven
And I saw it all
Pass by
Bleeding dry -loosing hope -
I used to love -I used to care -
Now deprived from all that matters to me
My words mean nothing - my emotions are dead -
My dreams are empty
If she only knew - oh, I wish she knew
I close my eyes and I sigh
