I Hate Myself (Scarecrow 2022)

Текст песни Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself (Scarecrow 2022)

I wish that I had somebody to call when I am not okay
I wish that I had anyone who cared when I am in that place
I wish I could have a mental breakdown
Without turning my life into a ghost town

So many things I would change
But more than anything

I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself
I wish somebody listened as much as I go through hell
For every time I've thought of ending it all, wish somebody had felt what I felt
I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself

I wish there was a person that would miss me when I can't leave bed
I wish I wasn't stuck sharing my secrets with these made-up friends
I wish I could be honest about the ugly
Without every single person runnin' from me

These days, it's hard to have faith
And more than anything

I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself
I wish somebody listened as much as I go through hell
For every time I've thought of ending it all, wish somebody had felt what I felt
I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself

The floods I feel, this storm could kill
I'm better off to keep it damned
'Cause the more I speak, the more I see
Just how alone I really am

I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself
I wish somebody listened as much as I go through hell
For every time I've thought of ending it all, wish somebody had felt what I felt
I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself