I just spent two hours, I just spent two hours cryin'
I spent like
I just spent two hours
Spent like two hours
Yeah
I just spent two hours (two hours)
I just spent two hours cryin', but how could you know that
When all you see is me smilin' like I work for Kodak?
Little things hurt like a giant
Lil Wayne, "I Feel Like Dyin'"
But you know I can't stop tryin', I hope you know that
This shit been so fuckin' crazy, I might bring my 'fro back
Just 'cause you posted a picture, it don't make you pro black (ooh)
Can't you see that I'm just tired? Roll one up, now I'm just flyin'
When I see over horizons, don't make me go back
It's gettin' hard to hold back (it's gettin' hard, ooh)
It's gettin' hard to hold back (so damn hard)
It's gettin' hard to hold back these tears, yeah
It's gettin' hard to hold back (it's gettin' harder and harder, ooh)
It's gettin' hard to hold back
It's gettin' hard to hold back these tears (tears)
(I just spent two hours, I just spent two hours)
I just spent two hours cryin'
I don't know who I was tryna be
But it wasn't me
I just came out of retirement (I'm fuckin' retired)
And I just came out, that bitch fine
Waterboy like the firemen
I'm a product my environment
I done met all the requirements
But it's gettin' hard to hold back
I just hope y'all just know that
I done took all the blow back
Black out and ball like BoJack
It made me brought to my knees
I went and bought a new lease
How do I deal with the grief?
She ain't see me in a week
It's gettin' hard to hold back (it's gettin' hard, ooh)
It's gettin' hard to hold back (so damn hard)
It's gettin' hard to hold back these tears, yeah (ooh, ooh)
It's gettin' hard to hold back (ooh, ooh, ooh)
It's gettin' hard to hold back, yeah
It's gettin' hard to hold back these tears (tears)
So many lies you lie to me, get it out of me
Say I'm disconnected when I'm not tryna be
All I ever wanted was you to try to see my side, yeah
And I know I promised you I wouldn't let it get to me
All I'm askin' is for that energy
Soon as you wake up, all you do is take up
All my time, yeah
Ooh, you gettin' started? I'll let you finish
You said you was gonna fix it
Why don't we just end it? Why do we keep pretendin'?
I want some change I can actually see with my very own eyes
It's gettin' hard
It's gettin' hard to hold back (oh, oh-oh, oh, oh, ooh)
It's gettin' hard to hold back (hold back)
It's gettin' hard to hold back these tears (I said hold back these tears)
It's gettin' hard to hold back (ooh, ooh, ooh)
It's gettin' hard to hold back, (hold back, yeah)
It's gettin' hard to hold back these tears (tears, oh)
And I'm here with y'all
I can't
I just spent two hours, I just spent two hours cryin'
I just spent two hours
Wait, two hours?
Two hours, two hours
