Okay
We're gonna try something a little different today
Uh, here we go
Max sit
I don't wanna think of it
How long I've been in this pit
Even though my brain is split
I know that I can't just quit
Honestly, fuck this bit
And how I think I just don't fit
So we'll hang out here gettin lit
'Cause max & i, we in this shit
(How many more "it" rhymes are there?)
(Mmm, cl*t?)
(Yeah!)
I'm thinking 'bout
When I get home
How I'll sit and sulk alone
I wanna call a friend today
Too bad I pushed them all away
All these things that cross my mind
Like who and what, and when and why
And how I'm just this real sad guy
Whatever, it's just max & i
On the couch, staring at my phone
Pondering on how much I've grown
But everyday I'm stuck in motion
Swept up in toxic emotion
Is this what you'd expect?
Being artistic but also direct?
Just finding ways to numb this mess
Anyway here's manda, she's on the chorus (hey ya'll!)
And I've been counting the days
'Till I get out of
Here I'm thinking of ways
To slow life down, I'm
Not fine
But I'm just fine
Just wish I controlled
My mind while I'm trying
To make myself whole
To make myself whole
Okay
Dear diary, it's me again
You're extra special type four friend
Requesting when I'd see again
Who I was, could you lend a hand? (make it two)
I'm sad as shit
I just don't know
It sucks when you feel so low
I'm trying hard 'cause I know I'm able
I just don't wanna seem unstable
They say that you're never alone
But what the fuck when you're on your own?
So I'm reading books trying to ring a bell
Turning pages like time will tell
What I've learned is just be yourself
'Cause it always leads to better health
And you on earth is such a gift
So I hope that this all gives you a lift
And I've been counting the days
'Till I get out of
Here I'm thinking of ways
To slow life down, I'm (alright let's get everybody)
Not fine
But I'm just fine
Just wish I controlled (Woo!)
My mind while I'm trying
To make myself whole
Well
We know this was a little different
But hope it made a difference
We really just wanna spread positivity
Display all of our creativity
Break up the monotonicity
Show our real authenticity
It's important to us that no matter what
You know you're a special someone
That life is a journey that's never done
So keep your chin up, even if you feel messed up
'Cause life is about looking at a half full cup
We'll catch you next time
This is max & i
Take care of each other
We love you all
(Doo, doo doo doo doo, doo)
(Doo doo doo doo doo)
