No matter what I do
I can't love because of you
You fucked me up and put me out of tune
I do my best to fake that I'm good
But I forget my place too soon
Oh, can't you say goodbye
To the scars you left behind?
How 'bout you get the fuck outta my mind?
I swear that I can't feel love
Oh, won't you say goodbye
To all my butterflies?
I can't look you in your eyes again
I began to track dark times with low pitch
Lime smoothies, no time for bus rides with
Sad rhymes to climb right out of dark times
I pass the clock by watching you playing Fortnite
No, for real, that's what got me through this whole ordeal
Stuck out of tune, I made it through by watching Key and Peele
Stuck in my bed while my heart is turned to steel
Got no covers or no blankets 'cause I know that love ain't real
No matter what I do
I can't love because of you
You fucked me up and put me out of tune
I do my best to fake that I'm good
But I forget my place too soon
Oh, can't you say goodbye
To the scars you left behind?
How 'bout you get the fuck outta my mind?
I swear that I can't feel love
Oh, won't you say goodbye
To all my butterflies?
I can't look you in your eyes again
One day I thought back
When I lacked a lot of stuff that I have
I cracked the moments that I kept to my back
Go back to snowmen that I built in winter times in Minecraft
The beat goes up down, I'm thinkin' about the times that I had
And I was hurt pretty bad, now that I think to myself
It makes the happy inside and the fifty thousand bookshelves
But looking back I'm not mad at all of the shit that I sat through
Yeah, that's true, I bet you I was willing to roam the backrooms for you
No matter what I do
I can't love because of you
You fucked me up and put me out of tune
I do my best to fake that I'm good
But I forget my place too soon
Oh, can't you say goodbye
To the scars you left behind?
How 'bout you get the fuck outta my mind?
I swear that I can't feel love
Oh, won't you say goodbye
To all my butterflies?
I can't look you in your eyes again
