Oh crystal ball, let me in
You know it all, why you hiding it
You keep my future from me, that isn't your decision
(That isn't your decision)
All daydreams I
Thought I could plan
So focused and shrewd
Fade, crumbling
Dust and omens
For what I could lose
The road is shrouded, but glad I found it okay
I'm feeling grounded, aura surrounded today
Cross the distance, was my conviction too late
Superstition will make me insane
What's the use?
Grand plan in the gutter
Fate so cruel
Should we rely on each other?
There's a reason you're never there
It's 'cause I didn't act like I cared
Too in love with the thought
The journey alone
I never ever left
Defeated I'm
Still weeping I'm
Begging for one clue
I need a guide
Discreet and kind
To plan my next move
Chaotic silence echoes around me, ashamed
Of how they found me, regret resounding away
Ruminations, hallucinations escape
Isolation will make me insane
There's a reason you're never there
It's 'cause I didn't act like I cared
Too in love with the thought
The journey alone
I never, ever-
Saw you again and got some closure
Got better and calling my hand, at being older
Feel good that I can even depend on my composure
To get me by in this life, in this life, in this life
