Been having conversations with people qualified
To tell me why I'm fucked up in my mind
And we've been talking, trying to find
All the things I've done and buried deep inside
Unearthing painful memories tearing me apart, what's left of me?
Sorting through the fragments of my life
And I never thought I'd pay to bleed
But this is something that I need
Climbing up this ladder made of knives
And I'll be alright, just not tonight
Been having conversations
With friends as well
Sharing insights from our own personal hells (oh)
And we've been talking
About where we've dwelled
And all things we thought that we would never tell
From thinking that I knew it all
Icarus before the fall
False logic was the sunlight in my skies
And I was just too close to see
The problem with myself was me
But my cards are on the table, I won't hide
And I'll be alright, just not tonight
My heart's still heavy with regret
And I'm so tired of trying to learn how to forget
And there's no more monsters under the bed
They were never there, they're just in my head
How much time has to go by?
How many more sessions?
'Cause I've tried cutting you out
But I'm still in full regression
And will I ever know an end to this strife?
Can you ever heal from losing the love of your life?
Been having conversations
And working through
A lot of regret and hard-to-swallow truths
And I've been talking, talking to
All of these people when I should've just spoken with you
