Lost in the crowd again
I don't know my friends
I've fallen out of place
See it on my face
But I just hold on
And I act real strong
I don't know how long
'Til I fall into nothing (fall into nothing)
Cause inside I'm nothing (inside I'm nothing)
Push it down with a fake smile
My soul's growing old
My body is cold
Losing control
Sometimes it's hard to love myself
To love myself
I listen to the voice in my head
Saying things that should never be said
I even thought I was better off dead
(I even thought I was better off dead)
I try to learn to forgive
It's not easy to live
And we all make mistakes sometimes
It's like two steps forward, and three steps back
Cause the mind can torture, when thoughts react
I close my eyes
I wonder why
I never feel right inside
It's hard to take
When I feel fake
Push it down with a fake smile
My soul's growing old
My body is cold
Losing control
Sometimes it's hard to love myself
To love myself
To love myself
To love myself
