Knee deep through a bottle of vodka
Hailey's in the hospital, where did this get her?
Call you from the side, forgotten my name
There's sleep in your eyes and you're barely awake
You don't know we've been here before
Only the first time you've got a call
We'll go T-Total for the next few days
But I know that we'll do it all again
They all think they know us but they don't
We've got the perfect picture painted
But it's full of cracks underneath
People see what they wanna see
I bet that you don't know that I lose sleep
Over the person I was, she's hard to beat
Take my heart and go break it apart
'Cause I wanna bring this perfect show to its knees
We were on our knees watching Tracy Beaker
Now Tracy's got a kid and she's tryna keep her calories down
The school is trying to help
Acting out in class, another kid expelled
You don't know 'bout the girl at the back
Her daddy's gone and had another heart attack
Bottom of the bottle for the next few days
To drink away the pain and her predicted grades
And you all think you know her but you don't
Yes she's a bully but all bullies
Learn as children in a fractured home
I thought we were learning of empathy
Skirt was so short, so of course, don't you see?
She was asking for it, she was gagging for me
Boys will be boys that's a guarantee
Don't you ever complain when you're on your
Crawling on my knees till I'm older
If this is growing up, I'm not showing up sober
Crawling on my knees till I'm older
If this is growing up, I'm not showing up sober
Crawling on my knees till I'm older
If this is growing up, I'm not showing up sober
Crawling on my knees till I'm older
If this is growing up, I'm not showing up sober
Crawling on my knees till I'm older
If this is growing up, I'm not showing up sober
Crawling on my knees till I'm older
If this is growing up, I'm not showing up sober
Crawling on my knees till I'm older
If this is growing up, I'm not showing up sober
Crawling on my knees till I'm older
If this is growing up, I'm not showing up so-
And you all think you know me but you don't
I've got the perfect picture painted
But it's full of cracks underneath
People see what they wanna see
I bet that you don't know that I lose sleep
Over the person I was, she's hard to beat
Take my heart and go break it apart
'Cause I wanna bring this perfect show
To its knees
