Текст песни Johnny Rain - Animosity / Dear Xodi (feat. James Blake)
I been working off the ave all week
I ain't tryna hear a melody
Talking whatever you have on me
You don't wanna see my salary
What do you love?
All you dream is my reality
Don't be trippin', don't be mad at me
I been living out a bag all week
Bitch follow suit
You don't think I do but I know you
I ain't thinkin' 'bout her or you
I been thinkin' 'bout her on you, like one or two
Who do you love?
Call me daddy while I cum on you
I think I'ma make you cum for me
I been feeling kinda numb all week
But I'll fuck you right
I been tryna get it all
How come you don't ever talk?
Why am I the only one who calls?
How come you don't get involved?
Oh Lord, I been going through some shit
I try not to cry at all
But I can't lie I kinda fall
Smoking some, aye, hol' up
Smoking something for the fall
Alcohol, ain't need it all
Popping up that PM
I ain't talking Tylenol, oh God
I been going through withdrawals
Dreaming that one day I'll fall
Dreaming that one day I'll... fall
I got so much animosity in my heart
I got so much animosity in my heart
In my, yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
It's 2 AM and my mind's gone
Tryna figure out what I'm on
Open bottle pouring that I could die on
Drowning out the sound of my lie on
All the nights of hearing him cry long
Even I'm in need of a shoulder to cry on
But I gotta act like I'm strong
Alone tryna figure how I'ma buy some fucking diapers for my son
When I don't even know how I'ma keep the lights on
I swear like, shit was all good couple years ago
High rise in the city slow
High life, something spiritual
22 On my hip for any nigga that's plotting to come and get me though
And you, having trouble staying consistent
Knowing we were built for commitment
But honestly I'm so used to everybody that isn't
That I don't know how to be it myself anymore
I'm tripping, shit I need some guidance
And you might look at me different
I know this ain't what we envisioned
I just wonder if you see me fighting
'Cause I remember just starting
When me and Mary just parted
And shit it might have been nothing to few
'Cause there was so many flaws
And I still don't know what you saw in me
Or how I got so lucky with you
But at that point there was nothing to lose
I'm still fucking with you
I swear after dealing with flaky niggas like Joel, CL, and YG
Relations wearing thinner than Rose, Ne-Yo, and Mali
It's getting harder to trust the people I see
They think it's harder on them, it's tougher for me
But don't ever stop putting on for the boy
Some people pray for my fall
Those things I choose to ignore
In fact, I'm starting to think I was better off before
You and I against the world, forever yours
OD nigga for real
OD nigga for real
Straight up
It's red to me
'Cause I don't know any different that you're proud of me
It's red to me
And I don't know any different that you're proud of me
That you're proud of me
