They don't ask to say I'm okay, I just say so it seems
Behind doors tearin' up, consistently sewing seams
This thing got a chorus, G, this one here is one for me
I've had thoughts I can't repeat, this is me at war with me
This is why I can't retreat, lost my nan' last week
Never had a chance to speak, people tryna give me grief
So, I ain't had a chance to grieve, too much relies on me
Inside I'm still learning, but outside's masterpiece
Even if I part with you, you are still a part of me
Instead of trying to start on me, why not make a start with me?
I know the sayings well, I'm calm with karma, G
Temptations don't faze me, I know how the dark can be
30-second stroll with me, have you in your thoughts for weeks
I've had all the battles, but no one's ever fought for me
I learn from the scars I got, nothing was taught to me
How can you say I'm okay if you don't talk to me?
Oh, so it seems that I hold it all with ease
Doesn't mean it ain't heavy (ooh)
But behind these eyes, it ain't
What it seems
Oh, so it seems that I hold it all with ease (hold it all with ease)
Doesn't mean it ain't heavy (heavy)
But behind these eyes, it ain't
What it seems (yo)
Sitting here thinking 'bout things no one thinks about
Like, how am I really doing? You don't know the ins and outs
Life is so different now, you ask me, "Different, how?"
Never got to say goodbye, really wish I did it now
Hooked on this rollercoaster, when will someone fish me out?
Instead of tryin' to solve problems, we keep pushing things around
I think I understand, ain't just 'cause I've been around
It's 'cause I've been the one laughing, and I've also been the clown
Happy, yeah, so it seems, everyone is loving me
Lots to keep me company, money and the company
But the saddest part of this is not the people judging me
Or the label bumping me, I told you what fucks with me
It's because no matter what, we focus on the bad things
Even when it's outweighed by the good, that's what's bugging me
You ain't heard enough of me, 'cause I don't show enough of me
I wish I had more time, I wish there was another me
Oh, so it seems (oh-oh-oh)
I hold it all with ease
But behind these eyes are my fears
I hear you calling me
And I'm coming back to you
You said you'd never leave
So, I'm coming back to you
