No, I can't handle
No, I can't handle it, no
No, no, I can't handle
No, I can't handle
No, I can't handle it
No, no, I can't handle
Let out the air and sink to the bottom
Where all the weight is forgotten
No one can hear me down here
Came down to calm down where I don't fear
Somebody seeing my tears
I feel safer down here
And then I start to get nervous
What if I never resurface
No one can hear me down here
The pressure gets worse, the further I fall
The dimmer the light, the lower I go
And I'm getting cold
But I'm sinking deeper, I'm sinking deeper
I'm sinking deeper than I ever thought I would go
But I'm sinking deeper, I'm sinking deeper
I'm sinking deeper than I ever thought I would go
I had to hit bottom to get to the bottom of this whole mess
I had to get throttled to find a place safe enough to rest
What does that say about my mental stability?
I'm asking why are you mad at me?
And then I start to get nervous
Too many drinks in the summer, too many ounces of smoke
Too many prayers about dying, they asking, I'm trying to cope
And I woke up from the dream to what I've become
Throwing up the nightmare from my years of growing up
But I'm sinking deeper
And I sink down in the ocean, a little bit deeper it closed in
I kept the wine bottles flowing, the powerlessness is its own gift
And I'm sinking deeper
I'm sinking deeper
But I'm sinking deeper, I'm sinking deeper
I'm sinking deeper than I ever thought I would go
But I'm sinking deeper, I'm sinking deeper
I'm sinking deeper than I ever thought I would go
But I'm sinking deeper, I'm sinking deeper
I'm sinking deeper than I ever thought I would go
But I'm sinking deeper, I'm sinking deeper
I'm sinking deeper than I ever thought I would go
Too many times, that I've been too proud to let it out
Too many times, that I've been too proud to let it out
Too many times, that I've been too proud to let it out
Too many times, that I've been too proud to let it out
One drink, two drinks, then had five drinks
Time on the floor 'til I don't leave
Started to get paranoid
I feel like a little boy
Thinking too deep, isolation
I want peace but I'm complacent
I give in to brooding
Gave up, don't feel like I'm losing