Sometimes I wish I would die
So I could watch you cry
Up, up in the clouds looking down
At you dressed in black below
At my funeral
With all the loved ones that I know
And as you watch them grieve
You're gonna feel so guilty
For all the things you said to me
And I'll be gone, gone, gone in the ground
While you're singing songs, songs wishing I was around
And I know this song sounds selfish
Morbid as bone burned black
But I know if I die right now
I know you'd want me back
And with that said
Right now, I wish I was dead
