The days are long, but I'm stuck in the night
Chasing a high, but it never feels right
Money can't buy what I've lost inside
No matter the wealth, I can't seem to hide
The world outside shines, but I'm in the dark
Trying to numb all the pain, but it leaves its mark
Silver and gold, they just weigh me down
While I'm lost in this haze, unable to drown
I used to believe there was more to the fight
But now I just fade in the blink of the night
The highs were illusions, the lows are too real
And no amount of cash can help me to heal
I scream for relief, but no one can hear
Stuck in this cycle, drowning in fear
The drugs don't save me, they only destroy
I trade my soul for a fleeting joy
I wish for the light, for the end of the game
To feel something true, to take back my name
But the chains are too heavy, the road too steep
Ever find calm in my sleep
I like to kill myself
Don't care about health
I like to kill myself
Don't care about health
I like to kill myself
Don't care about health
I like to kill myself
Don't care about health
I like to kill myself
Don't care about health
I like to kill myself
Don't care about health
I like to kill myself
Don't care about health
I like to kill myself
Don't care about health
