Yeah, you know my girlfriend always wonders why I act this way
And I tell her you never lived the life I lived
And when we have kids, and I gotta tell them a bedtime story
This is the song I'll sing for them, yeah
I have lost more than I have gained
Destroyed myself long to fight the pain
No way whole lot I'd like to blame
Trust me I'd like to change
But for now I'm afraid you're gonna have to wait another day
My advice is for you to run away
You won't like me when I'm angry or happy for that matter
Either way I get pissed off like a bad bladder
You ask when it's better but no matter the weather
My reign of terror on the planet will never stop
I'm 'bout to cancel my agenda and say fuck it all
Managers, promoters and fans can suck a ball
I ain't lovable, I'm off the wall
All I care for is sex, drugs and rock 'n' roll
I'm like Bad Blade, I drink every damn day
Make that muddy money in a second, call it cash clay
And I don't hang with crooks that is halfway killer
We make you die slow like you ask J Dilla
I come from the pits where the rattlesnakes slither
You thought life's sweet, well the last taste's bitter
I have lost more than I have gained
Destroyed myself long to fight the pain
No way whole lot I'd like to blame
Trust me I'd like to change
I have lost more than I have gained
Destroyed myself long to fight the pain
No way whole lot I'd like to blame
Trust me I'd like to change
But for now I'm a frequent flyer
You want that dope shit, I'm your supplier
No ceasefire, I keep on hitting you
I breeze through, murduration on your whole crew
Fuck the past boy, every day is brand new
You're not making moves, you're a fucking statue
From my point of view I do what I have to
Leave the world baffled, victorious in battle
I'm too much to handle, European vandal
I burn down your house like a candle, watch
I know my capabilities, I never gamble
There ain't gonna be hassle, you're too fragile
I'll end your misery, so be thankful
Just enter our world, just take the capsule
Normal boy in the corner, Dizzy Rascal
King of the castle, I'm killing all mammals
I have lost more than I have gained
Destroyed myself long to fight the pain
No way whole lot I'd like to blame
Trust me I'd like to change
I have lost more than I have gained
Destroyed myself long to fight the pain
No way whole lot I'd like to blame
Trust me I'd like to change
Yeah, but for now I live my life more than delirious
It's like a trip to the moon, shit's oblivious
Physically I'm fit, I hope my spirit is
So I face my enemies, they dead serious
Picture pyramids, me meditating in the main shaft
My brain haps and so fast the motherfucking coast cracks
But for now I got them cold raps
Sold my soul to the Jacksons and now I'm feeling so bad
Evel Knievel, I'm running over people
Lethal with a vehicle, the way I'm living, shit is not legal
I'm running, busting to the point you get concussions
Niggas lusting for some real motherfucking Russian cussing, I
I wanna grab my ex and tell her that I love her
Tell her nobody above her, but the bitch is too stubborn
So I might as well just grab a pillow, start to smother
Wrap her body in the covers, girl I love ya
I know what you did last summer, me I was working on my music
With a crew so vicious, they rotten, loose and ruthless
Tell me that I'm useless, I use this toothpick
When I'm done with your teeth you can only eat a soup dish
My main point is I got motherfucking problems
Now and then I'm dwelling off, but the meaning is to solve 'em
But for now, but for now I'ma drop 'em
Until I hit the motherfucking bottom
