Stay away, I've in a fatal state
There's no peace, only decay
Hate myself, can't see my face
I'ma perish, one these days
Hatred pours right thru the slits
Know I'm nothing, I admit
They all love me till they see
How unstable I can be
Why the fuck, can I not smile
Happiness is just a lie
But I chase it like a high
Bitch I'll murder for that life
Why the fuck, can I not smile
Happiness is just a lie
But I chase it like a high
Bitch I'll murder for that life
Venom pacing thru my heart
Blackened mind, since I was young
I'm the realest bitch thus far
I keep trying to mentain
My own sanity, all day
But that drives me, more insane
Put 10 bullets in my brain
Think I'm joking, yeah bitch no
If u were me, u would know
I don't bullshit, I record
Truth, engraved to my mental
But u wouldn't understand
That's why u hate me, want me gone
Want to blame me to feel peace
But that won't put ur brain at ease