Yeah I ain't scared of those monsters
Or those late night responders
Call me crazy but I don't think that I'm becoming bonkers
My visions becoming hazy
Bedsheets fresh like daisies
Can't stay awake with this mindset, It's so fucking lazy
Yeah all my life goals, they're not happening
Working 9-5 for nothing it's just saddening
Keeping all my memories hoping for one day
For the feeling of completion or the one time that I'll slip away
Now I can feel myself slowly falling apart
Out in the dark, with a lonely heart
I could never point out what was wrong from the start
Everything hurts, is it really this hard
Now I can feel myself slowly falling apart
Out in the dark, with a lonely heart
I could never point out what was wrong from the start
Everything hurts, is it really this hard
Am I seeing when I'm dreaming
Am I bleeding when I'm feeling
Get a gut knife through my ribcage
And then see if I'm still healing
Dark tones is where I'm concealing
All the hatred that's revealing
From a cold place where the joker is the cards that I'm dealing
Fucked Up, Help Me
Bucked Up, now my problems are your problems
So do something that's messed up
Issues, Made those
Old friends, Replace those
Fuck knows what I'm doing but hoping it'll save loads
Now I can feel myself slowly falling apart
Out in the dark, with a lonely heart
I could never point out what was wrong from the start
Everything hurts, is it really this hard
Now I can feel myself slowly falling apart
Out in the dark, with a lonely heart
I could never point out what was wrong from the start
Everything hurts, is it really this hard
Now I can feel myself slowly falling apart
Out in the dark, with a lonely heart
I could never point out what was wrong from the start
Everything hurts, is it really this hard
