A lot of words, but nothing said
Lotta letters gon' stay unread
I don't vibe with your frequency
Reason why we'll never dance
Different tune, so accustomed to switching moods that I lost track
Of my path, in my past
Accommodating, manipulation
Blind eye out of empathy
Care too much, heart on a sleeve
I ain't wear enough, I'm worn out
Pure hearts get torn out
Stitch it up, with a lil' lie and a lot of gin
Spin a thread of self-denial, no one again
Gon' pierce the skin
When I lie to me
They're just lies for you
Tryna justify all the wrong you do
When you're in denial, comfortable, 'til it come for you
When I see the truth, yeah
I choose to close my eyes for you
When I see the truth, yeah
I know the thing that I should do
I sacrifice myself, it's not forgotten but forgiven
My empathy and love for you keep blurring out my vision
When I see the truth, yeah
I choose to close my eyes for you
Can't limit truth to experience you
Been there, as a timid youth
Pitiful, so gullible, took a while to recognize
Every time I accept your lies and mistreatment
I mistreat me but conceal it in victimhood
Told myself it's my fault
Treat you good, could do more
You got demons and things you deal with, that justify you doing wrong
For too long, took boons on
Done doomed my own damn heart, yet
Get none back, you ain't heartless
You're just another soul that doesn't know what self-love is
When I lie to me
They're just lies for you
Tryna justify all the wrong you do
When you're in denial, comfortable, 'til it come for you
When I see the truth, yeah
I choose to close my eyes for you
When I see the truth, yeah
I know the thing that I should do
I sacrifice myself, it's not forgotten but forgiven
My empathy and love for you keep blurring out my vision
When I see the truth, yeah
I choose to close my yes for you
When I lie to me
They're just lies for you
Tryna justify all the wrong you do
When you're in denial, comfortable, 'til it come for you
When I see the truth, yeah
I choose to close my eyes for you
When I see the truth, yeah
I know the thing that I should do
I sacrifice myself, it's not forgotten but forgiven
My empathy and love for you keep blurring out my vision
When I see the truth, yeah
