Hook)
I been tryna keep a strong grip on my mind
I ain't really tryna lose my shit this time around
My baby and my lady for them ima hold it down
King of of the family I can't let 'em take my crown
I can't let 'em take my crown
I can't let em break me down
I been swimming I been fighting
Tryna breathe not tryna drown
My own momma shit on me
For her own pleasure I'm like wow
This shit really can't be real
I'm thinking bout just tapping out
But I can't
No more smoke and no more drink
I just do it cause I'm numb
And I don't wanna feel no pain
Taking beating to my mental
Taking beatings to my brain
Taking beating to my heart
But she don't care no no she don't
They don't care oh no they don't
But they be acting like it
It make me sick down to my core
And I just can't deny it
They just lie right to my face
And never think about
No they ain't thinking twice
I swear they insides must be cold as ice
The history of me they will rewrite
Say that never happened
Ohh we never did that
You must be crazy lil brat
Ok whatever then I'm just gone go
Find my people that's for me
And me for real
Don't check for me no more
Hook)
I been tryna keep a strong grip on my mind
I ain't really tryna lose my shit this time around
My baby and my lady for them ima hold it down
King of of the family I can't let 'em take my crown
