I know the truth is that I'm on my own in this life
I gotta be ruthless, I know my opponents is right
What is it that I got left in my tank?
Bet on myself with the rest of my bank
This passion and hatred, I smash it and break it
And I got my anger and effort to thank
What is it deeper that's driving me further?
I couldn't sleep, I was high from the fervor
Haven't you heard? I got a nerve
I got a knack for surviving the murder
I'm coming back with the fever
You'll be believing soon, he's a goon
Keep the ethos of a wolf and sheep close
But as soon as I see the moon
I'm full of greed and doom, deceiving
What is it even meaning to 'em?
I got a grievance I can just leave it, boom
As soon as I leave the room
I'm on this craftsmanship again
I'm an assassin with the pen
This no accident, it's accessing
Collapsing on your chin
I got an axe to pick again
You know the factions that I'm in
I've been a potter, poet, a prophet, preacher, a pusher
Mostly a martyr, closer to God
But the closer I get to my goals
Oh it just only gets harder
I got a hole in my soul
Shit its the size of like most of Nevada
Maybe I'm supposed to just lay down and die
Maybe I'm supposed to do nada
But live with the karma that ain't even mine
And rolls from the ghost of my father
The focus, it jolted you out of
Told you it's time that you leave your demons behind
Thrown in the garbage, own what you gotta
This is a journey of freeing your mind
Lonely survivor feeling the tear of the thorn
That's where the spirit is torn
This is a serious wrong
All of this wrath, now I see where it is born
This is a tool, this is the fuel
This is a world so vicious and cruel
Sick and abused, give me the match
I got the flame to the wick and the fuse
Left with a desperate resolve
Burn like the will of the sun
It's been a desolate haul
I got a feeling that I'm
Feeling no pressure at all
This is the thrill of the hunt
This is my testament, dog
Now there's redemption involved
