I'm walking through that building and
The building's brick, the children sick
The nuns have sewed up cunts, the priests
Are walking with their killing sticks
My father's just a little boy, crying in his bed
My mother's staring at the brains
Blown out the back of her father's head
How hard is it? How hard is it to trip out in this mess?
When my heart has just, my heart has just been ripped out of my chest
"I am not no bitch!" I scream, want no part of what this dream
Am I really just imagining? Can my eyes trust what I'm seeing?
I'm a screwed up human being, being screwed up, chewed up pills
Told you not to shoot up Mike, I watch you shoot up, shoot up still
Told you not to load that gun, watch you shoot that, shoot that steel
I do not want that in this nightmare, no not that, that's too for real
God I fought you tooth and nail
But you made me go through all of this
Now I have to call you just to stop this alcoholic tick
(Tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick) I'm a ticking time bomb
And you can kill a donkey with just half the shit that I'm on
It's time to shut the door on this room right here I've had my eye on
Let's move down the hallway further, I can see them raping my mom
Back in Catholic school, acid tripping with my tie on
The walls inside my house were not the ones to be a fly on
My face is looking older, no shoulder to cry on
This place is getting colder, I just want a bed to die on
I should've died much younger, I'm drowning underwater
Old enough to see my son, I was too young to meet my daughter
The fetus has a spirit, I hear it from a bassinet
That's empty but I keep looking at it every time I'm passing it
What the fuck you laughing at? Have a little sympathy
Some empathy, you bastards always acting incompassionate
I'm basking in my past, it's an assassin, this assassin
Got my future by the throat with a butcher knife and slashing it
Raw from my emotions, now they're back to take the last of it
My childhood was stolen from me, fuck it, now I'm trapped in it
