Heard you got a new nigga
Laying in my bed but it feel a little bigger
I was so young when I fell in love with her
Trying to forget but I tend to reminisce
When scrolling through old pictures
Woah
Been living with pain day to day
Thinking about the shit I should've said that I ain't get to say
Tryna move on for so long but I can't find a way
Wish memories would pull up like Kobe and just fade away
Mentally don't know what you did to me
Nothing I could do that would erase all of this history
All this heart damage turned me into a savage
How our happiest memories also make me the saddest
You thе only one I would run to
Needed an escapе you was the one who'd always come through
Though you not mine I always wonder what you up to
I can't explain why but I guess that's just what love do
And I really miss your energy
Don't know what you meant to me
Fuck Snapchat always bringing up our memories
You the only one I can say really accepted me
Though I still remember every secret that you said to me
Wish that you was all mine
Honestly I'm not fine
Guess we fucked up and found love at the wrong time
But I'm still chasing after you
Tryna find a way back to you
If I knew that'd be the last time I'd ever get to hold you
Then I would've held you longer
Tend to blame myself know I should've held on
Wish I was a little bit stronger for you
Know it hurts there ain't no need to pretend
I can try to make it right
But I can't make you love me again
Everyday gets harder
You pushing me farther
Killing me inside but I'm acting like I'm unbothered
Turning me cold hearted
Since the day that we parted
Wishing that I could take it all back to where we had started
Back then we was only friends
Started off so beautiful but look at where we end
Only opened up to you I wouldn't let nobody in
I don't think no one can ever make my heart do that again
But I still wish the best for you
Never gonna change that
Hoping there's a spark inside this bond to bring our flame back
Smile on my face but my eyes holding rain back
I'll just take our memories and bury in where my pain at
Never been in love till now this is new to me
Do I miss us or am I missing who we used to be
Really got me tripping can't explain what you do to me
When I said I love you understand I said that truthfully
So hold on tight for the ride it get bumpy
I know that it's selfish but I'm hoping you still love me
I just never thought we would be in this position
In fact it became so different influenced by bad decisions
I wish that you was all mine
Honestly I'm not fine
Guess we fucked up and found love at the wrong time
But I'm still chasing after you
Tryna find a way back to you
If I knew that'd be the last time I'd ever get to hold you
Then I would've held you longer
Tend to blame myself know I should've held on
Wish I was a little bit stronger for you
Know it hurts there ain't no need to pretend
I can try to make it right
But I can't make you love me again
