bad decisions

Текст песни Johan Lenox - bad decisions

So we fall outta touch
And I ruin your trust
I should be in love
But it's never enough without you
Without you

It's a punch in the gut
Wanna hit self-destruct
You know I love you so much
But this life really sucks without you
Without you

We could be special, we could be amazing
You're fucking careful, I should try the same thing
Shouldn't be perfect, I'm making big mistakes

It's just these
Bad decisions
I'm on a mission
To make a hundred thousand bad decisions
I try to dance your rythm

But all the bad decisions
I don't ever, ever listen
I made a hundred thousand bad decisions
I got it twisted, I'm getting twisted

Ay, and I make, and I make, and I make make bad decisions
She hate the fact that my heart on my sleeve
And it's not in my chest
So it's back to the bad, where the past all went
All of my time was spent
Burnin' holes in my brain since I never forget
I needed peace and time, I needed peace and quiet
Just so I could blow on my brains

You know I'm never myself
Never been picture-perfect but I still made it work
Put my heart out for certain
I'm in her mouth like I'm dentist
I hate the fact I'm a menace
I hate the fact that I played with your heart
But pretend like I didn't
Pressure the syrup
I'm steady suppressing the pain, but it is what it is
Knowing my life wasn't shit

Yet I still don't understand it
But fuck it, I'm up in this bitch, probably too high
And I'm high like a kite
And the high it won't fight
Worry not in my sprite
But it keep me delight, yeah 'ight

Now my jaw steady lockin'
But, momma, don't worry, you know how I'm rockin'
I tweaked in the alley, OD'd in the lobby
Lost myself couple times, spot 'em, I got 'em

We could be special, we could be amazing
You're fucking careful, I should try the same thing
Shouldn't be perfect, I'm making big mistakes

It's just these
Bad decisions
I'm on a mission
To make a hundred thousand bad decisions
I try to dance your rhythm
But all the bad decisions
I don't ever, ever listen
I made a hundred thousand bad decisions
I got it twisted, I'm getting twisted