Feelings

Текст песни Badkat - Feelings

I'm confused in my feelings (Kiss the pain away)
I'm confused in my feelings (Love the pain away)
I'm confused in my feelings (Love the pain away)
I'm confused and it kills me (Fuck the pain away)

Tell me, did I lose my mind?
'Cause I feel like I'm running out of time
And time don't even exist
So tell me, what the fuck is this?
Just 'cause my body on the clock
Don't mean that my ether don't rock
I'm a fiend for the life, no shock
But I feel like the ball gon' drop
And the pressure keep stressing me out
But my destiny making my heart wanna pop
And I'm giving my best of me, still I'm a mess to me
And I'm oppressed 'til I stop
Yes, I'm depressing the beat
No less than a beast when surrounded by flocks
But messing with sheep
Just 'cause they weaker than me sound a lot like the cops

Am I this or that?
Maybe him or her, is it so disturbed?
Motherfucker, I'm a— uh
Is it this or that?
Maybe him or her, is it so disturbed?
Motherfucker, I'm a— uh, shit

I don't even know
Should I stay or go?
Pack it all up and hit the road
Or stay down low, watching the ebb and flow?
So many souls moving back and forth across the globe
Looking so lost while they go
Carrying loads way too heavy, making them old
And where do they go?
Do they just keep moving?
Or do we forget how to grow?
How to plant some seeds and sow?
How to make some mead and flow?
How to live, how to love, how to know?

I'm confused in my feelings (Kiss the pain away)
I'm confused in my feelings (Love the pain away)
I'm confused in my feelings (Love the pain away)
I'm confused and it kills me (Fuck the pain away)