Tell me
Why I'm waiting
For someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me
I feel like lately in life
Nobody can understand
I hide my pain in my music
That's what we do when we men
I do not show how i feel
I fake it you'd think i was fine
Honestly it's getting hard
Finding my way in this life
My girl left in the past week and it kills me not to see her
My heart breaks cause the damn shame when it's my fault and i need her
I loved you
And I told you
You believe me
But you still leave
Now I'm tryna stay but it's so hard I'm holding on so i don't bleed
I'm writing songs till I feel alright
And I'm 10 in but I'm not okay
I'm looking back on them old days
That i spent w you
For you ran away
For you go and change
Leave me all alone
I don't know to feel
How am i to cope
When the pills are gone
And you not at home
When I wanna die where am I to go
Tell me
Why I'm waiting
For someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me
Tryna look forward in life
But it's hard since you left I been feeling alone
It's you that's been stuck on my mind
Do shit out of spite
It's hard doing shit on my own
Reluctant to listen to those who help
But looking back now Shit I wish I had known
Blinded by thoughts of the future
I never saw all of the colors of you that was shown
A smile is only a mask
Just Trying to cover my past
Did you ever feel wrong for your lies
If you wanted to leave should've asked
Shit at least did you ever regret
All those misleading things that you said
When you claimed you'd be better off dead
Overthinking just fucked up my head
Bitch you never tried
Can't run from these problems there's nowhere to hide
I'd Swallow a pill for I swallow my pride
These Demons they talk in the back of mind
I keep reaching out while you leave me behind
Drown in my thoughts I don't care to survive
I remember you're gone when I look to my side yea
Yea
I know that you're gone am I still on your mind
Tell me
Why I'm waiting
For someone
That couldn't give a fuck about me
