Been stuck for a long time
I'ma end the same way
Passin' on the laneway
Fucked up
Could see it on my tombstone
Everything's a truth bomb 'til
You fuck around and try to overdose
I just took 15 pills
Got me 15 deals sittin' on my lap right now
Callin' out 'cause my life gon' spill
XV gets killed off the drugs then it's lights out
Livin' with no future, can't even see my past
Watchin' my life crumble
My hands have turned to ash
Watchin' my friends stumble
They picked up what they had
My life's a fuckin' mess now
I'll take another drag
Livin' with no future, can't even see my past
Watchin' my life crumble
My hands have turned to ash
Watchin' my friends stumble
They picked up what they had
My life's a fuckin' mess now
I'll take another drag
Let it hit, let it hit
Let the smoke take the pain
Take a sip, take a sip
'Cause the drugs will help the pain
I just try to help
I try to help
Myself when I'm in pain
I been hidin' it, I'm hidin' it
I shut it all away
Let it hit, let it hit
Let the smoke take the pain
Take a sip, take a sip
'Cause the drugs will help the pain
I just try to help
I try to help
Myself when I'm in pain
I been hidin' it, I'm hidin' it
I shut it all away
Livin' with no future, can't even see my past
Watchin' my life crumble
My hands have turned to ash
Watchin' my friends stumble
They picked up what they had
My life's a fuckin' mess now
I'll take another drag
Livin' with no future, can't even see my past
Watchin' my life crumble
My hands have turned to ash
Watchin' my friends stumble
They picked up what they had
My life's a fuckin' mess now
I'll take another drag
Yeah, it's sad
Got these cuts all on my wrists
And it's bad
My family can see, can see it's gettin' bad
Skin is goin' pale
And my hands
Cigarette burns mixed with ash
I'm scared I fuckin' failed all my fans
I OD'ed on the table off of Xans
My life keeps on failin'
And I'm mad
XV will live again