(I just don't fucking know what to do with myself)
If I wait a hundred years
Praying on my knees
I think I'd still be here
Trying to forgive myself for every little thing that
I ever said wrong
Body and mind
Sinking in time
Know that it sounds stupid, but I found the reason why
Couldn't unwind, wound up too tight
I'm not the one to fight, baby
'Cause I'm a Cancer
'Cause I never feel at home
'Cause I'm falling
'Cause I cry when I'm alone
'Cause I'm selfless
I put everybody first
When it's my turn
I'm the one who's getting hurt again
I wanna breathe, my heart is racing
Don't wanna keep dissociating
I wanna get there, I'm not patient
(I wanna, I wanna)
Yes, I'm medicated, baby
Yes, I'm posted at the gym
I do everything right
Not good enough for it
Maybe I just couldn't see it
Maybe it's not meant to be
Maybe that's just what I get
For not thinking about me
My body and mind
Sinking in time
Know that it sounds stupid, but I found the reason why
Couldn't unwind, wound up too tight
I'm not the one to fight, baby
'Cause I'm a Cancer
'Cause I never feel at home
'Cause I'm falling
'Cause I cry when I'm alone
'Cause I'm selfless
I put everybody first
When it's my turn
I'm the one who's getting hurt
'Cause I'm a Cancer
'Cause I never feel at home
'Cause I'm falling
'Cause I cry when I'm alone
'Cause I'm selfless
I put everybody first
When it's my turn
I'm the one who's getting hurt again
I wanna breathe, my heart is racing
Don't wanna keep dissociating
I wanna get there, I'm not patient
(I wanna, I wanna)
I wanna breathe, my heart is racing
Don't wanna keep dissociating
I wanna get there, I'm not patient
(I wanna, I wanna)
