Next Up - S5-E38

Текст песни kadiata - Next Up - S5-E38

She ask for stability I ask for mental stability
Shorty warn get punish so I brought out the guillotine
Been a rough couple years in my family's dynasty
She don't care bout what I'm going through as long as her dinners free
True say when your neo everyone think's they're trinity
Truth is it might take a while if your shit aint gimmicky
Should i meditate should i buss open the Hennesy
On inside i'm hurting on the outside i'm grinning teet
I'm grinning teet
RIP to these beats I been out on a killing spree
Am I really winning if I gotta chat 'bout my winning streak
How you chat 'bout religion when you been out sinning me
If i ain't the greatest you can pick whatever synonym
Make my points then i sprinkle metaphors and similies
Stuck between a knife & a guillotine
I guess i gotta choose between the fake love
Or the loneliness killing me, It's killing me
Shoulda coulda woulda rudeboy fuck chatting bout what it coulda been
These hoes are no good but its bland when it's sugar free
If there's somebody worse I guess there's someone as good as me
I'm just tryna bring to the light what they couldn't see
My whole life they been tryna make me something i couldn't be
Its not your place to tell me what I should and i shouldn't see
I look around and try rate who they're rating
But goodness me, goodness me
Didn't wanna grind this hard but I had to
Didn't wanna compete I was tryna match you
Everybody's coming with you till they're coming at you
If dragons don't exist I guess that I'm a pterodactyl
Shoot my shot like Mabdulle
Been there done that got the T-shirt and the tattoo
Always on the ball will make somebody wanna tackle
Still I laugh and and cackle, fuck the game up I had to
Extrovert but I stay reserve round these fuck boys
I ain't start with much like you but I went with my gut choice
Niggas get excited when they ain't had so much choice
Feels like yesterday we were dem 24 bus boys
Spent a lot of time in the dark stepped out full beam
Living out yesterdays dreams, tomorrow more dreams
Niggas turn to middle class but they stay corny
Can't buy it all, I'm sorry can't buy it all g
Getting money but only moneys your downfall G
You been acting up with me lately why don't u call me
South london boy but mentally I'm in the Maldives
This is hollow man in some heavy Dior jeans
They wanna holla man but I upgraded my 4G
Turn it into 5G, break bread with my G
I turn pain to words of wisdom for the yg's
I do it for the boys in the ends that are like me
Not quite psycho, but not living life quietly
I got shit to add cos there ain't nobody like me
Niggas on the net talkin bout how they don't like me
Tell them put that shit on a kadiata type beat
I been a monster in the studio; Mike Wazowski
You know I'm bout to say shit on a rap or house beat
I tell myself that shit ain't that deep when it's that deep
I lost track has it been a good or a bad week