I'm tired of being afraid
To make a mistake
Being led my demons
I don't want to believe
I go back to the old scars
That become open wounds
I seek salvation in the stars
And try to find the roots
Am I addicted to pain?
Is this really what I need?
I did it again
I hate it
I'm tired of being wrong
Being wrong in your eyes
How long
Will I believe these lies?
I try to be strong
But I'm afraid of being wrong again
Why can't I stop it?
Why can't I get away?
I wanna be free
And I wanna be real
I scream it out
Scream it out loud
Am I addicted to pain?
Is this really what I need?
I did it again
I hate it
I'm tired of being wrong
Being wrong in your eyes
How long
Will I believe these lies?
Am I addicted to pain?
Is this really what I need?
I did it again
I hate it
I'm tired of being wrong
Being wrong in your eyes
How long
Will I believe these lies?