House in the Chaos

Текст песни SHEMAA - House in the Chaos

Came back wrong, but sharper in shape
Grin like a scar that refused the tape
Soul like a maze where the walls all move
Found myself in the parts I lose

Heard Only dead can play that game
Try to find your fucking face in the rain
It melted through the time and left a blood stain

Youll never feel the same
Youll never be the same
Im doing just fine
Ill let you off the chains
Defy your days

I don’t vent — I ritualize
Turn breakdowns into lullabies
Wrote psalms in the soot of my youth
It coughed out my past with a bloodied tooth

Roof sags low, walls start to bend
Cracks in the wood like cracks in his skin
Rain seeps through where the ceiling gives
He stands inside, but barely lives

Rust on the pipes, rot in the beams
Everything fades, including dreams
Hands once firm now shake with doubt
He built this place, but it's pushing him out

Burn my name just to feel how it tastes
Reap my skin just to see what have changed
Diving really deep into myself
I feel deranged

Soar in circles like a sea gull in the sky
White and ravenous i wanna watch the stars cry
Denying everything life offers me
Im okay, bye
I try to make a living as i fall from the tallest mountain i could find

There’s a weight in the air, it’s suffocating slow
Truths in the dirt, where the flowers won’t grow
Flicker of a memory, bleeding through time
The past whispers loud, but it’s lost in the rhyme