I've been trying to find something to believe in
A deeper meaning inside
But all I find is just another problem
That I'm not solving, so I stop trying
I used to get creative with the world and be an optimist
And put a happy spin on all the shit that life just brings and brings
Apathy is what they put a prize on
And I'm a champion on a winner's high
So what, who cares
Self preservation got me in a mess
Live young, die fast
Hell to leather 'till I reach the end
Self preservation got me in a mess
I tried my best to buy into a programme
But I'm told that they're selling lies
They say "all the fears you hide well you should own them
And find the hope in being alive"
Forest fires and burning cities tilt my head to make it pretty
Put a happy spin on all the shit that life just brings and brings
Apathy is what they put a prize on
And I'm a champion on a winner's high
Could run and jump to feel alive
My downfall is my favourite high
Hanging off the earth by the skin of my teeth
You said "baby, don't be so dramatic
Life could be so cinematic
Maybe you should try and learn to breathe"
Just breathe
Ahhhhh
