Always pushed you away, ah (oh, oh)
But it's you that keeps me sane, ah-eh
Know that I'll be okay, I
Embrace you, knowin' you the thing that's gettin' me through, oh (mm, ooh-ooh)
Yeah, this heated floor's made outta my lost marbles (yeah)
Heard I'm gettin' M's, it's crazy we shopped at Marshall's (crazy)
I don't like Marvel movies but, shit, it's cool
'Cause my self-doubt drowned, it's dead, I'm in my pool
Tryna get tanned (yeah)
I got my feet up like a keg stand (keg stand)
My mom's wrist looks like a festival, it's ten bands (ten bands)
I'm Rembrandt the way I used to paint the sky with the Dutch smoke
I smelled like 20 bucks and Dove soap (haha)
Now I smell like seven million dollar wires (yeah)
Got so many voices in my head, could start a choir (come on)
Workin' on acceptin' the coexistence of good and bad
If I can see the good in me, then I can see the good in dad (yes)
Me and my brother goin' through it, I'm hurtin', it's hard to empathize and separate behavior from person
So I shame him like my dad did (yeah)
Tryna celebrate accomplishments while dealin' with some bullshit is the average day of mine
But I'm wastin' time tryna stop the shit, 'cause longin' for a life without sufferin' is what causes it
So I acknowledge all of it inside the studio
From losin' a best friend to landin' a lead movie role
The good, bad and in-between, cheers to all three (all three)
They taught me more than any teachers ever taught me (taught me)
Valdosta state, then a couple months at Kennesaw
I dipped, I live a sweet life, I went and found my Brenda Song (come here)
We out in London with Ed Sheeran at Gymkhana (what up man?)
My self-belief's been absolute, I used to drink vodka (haha)
I'm pissed I gotta deal with family drama constantly
Business partners fuckin' up, my girl wants to talk to me (what now?)
She said that I was bein' rude, I said, "Probably"
I'm goin' through a lot, that's no excuse, but I'm honestly
Suffocatin' (I am), spiralin', tryna fix it all (tryin')
But maybe peace of mind is when you don't resist at all, yeah
Always pushed you away, ah (oh, oh)
But it's you that keeps me sane, ah-eh
Know that I'll be okay, I
Embrace you, knowin' you the thing that's gettin' me through, oh (mm, ooh-ooh)
Always pushed you away, ah (oh, oh)
But it's you that keeps me sane, ah-eh
Know that I'll be okay, I
Embrace you, knowin' you the thing that's gettin' me through, oh (mm, ooh-ooh)
