lyin

Текст песни Loyle Carner - lyin

Just like the sun
You know that I've been
Patient, hoping this light I'm holding
Who I've become, something that we don't see

Yeah, I can't lie, yo, it's the not knowing that I can't take
There's this fear in my belly that I can't shake
Tryna remember what my mum say
But can't fill this space on these dark days

Strange, thought they told you I was done with that
Tryna roll me up in bubble wrap
Maybe it's lost and they ain't coming back
I saw the lightning but I never saw the thunderclap
But I know it's coming, I know it isn't over
Looking under cushions on the sofa, behind bedroom doors
Lifting up the corner of the poster
Still, I can't figure if I'm closer, yeah

Yo, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't there
I'd be lying if I said I weren't excited
End of every night, getting quiet, wondering who's really there

Fall asleep beside a chair I used to write in
Now I only spend the night in
Rocking back and forth maybe more exciting
The sky looks bright when, shit
Yo the sky looks bright when

Just like the sun
You know that I've been
Patient, hoping this light I'm holding
Who I've become, something that we don't see

Shit, yeah
It's just the sky looks bright in the middle of the night
When it all falls silent, four walls falling to Poseidon
Bed poles turn into an island
And I'm laying there beside him, yeah
I laugh to myself
I can't believe that I was frightened
I go to leave, feel his hands tighten

The birds fly above us, angles are living here among us
Look at me doing what a mum does, yea
Same time look at what a father does
More stress, yo' we didn't ask for love
Wasn't he architect, archetype that was after lust

And after thought are they harsh on us
Funny how the past can judge, still
But the only thing that's real
Really is that pressure that you feel
A man trained to, yeah
I'm just a man trained to kill
To love, yo, I never had the skill

Just like the sun
You know that I've been
Patient, hoping this light I'm holding
Who I've become, something that we don't see
See

Just like the sun
You know that I've been
Patient, hoping this light I'm holding
Who I've become, something that we don't see
See

Just like the sun
You know that I've been
Patient, hoping this light I'm holding
Who I've become, something that we don't see