Story of my life, searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul, cause it seems I’m wrong
Really loves my company
He’s more than a man, and this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in, because I’m gone again
And to him I just can’t be true
And I know that he knows that I’m unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I’m happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door I see him dying a little more inside
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be a murderer
I feel it in the air, as I’m doing my hair, preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek, as he reluctantly, as if I’m gonna be out late
I say I won’t be long, just hanging with the girls, a lie I didn’t have to tell
Because we both know where I’m about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I’m unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t want to be the reason why Every time I walk out the door
I see him dying a little more inside I don’t want to hurt him anymore
I don’t want to take away his life I don’t want to be
Murderer, our love, it strikes I might as well take a gun and put it to his
head Get it over with
I don’t wanna do this anymore
And I don’t wanna do this anymore I don’t wanna be the reason why
And every time I walk out the door
I see him dying a little more inside
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be
A murderer
